complete change of mood

The scale said 130 today. I guess the five/six pounds of food I ate over the weekend decided to run away? That number is still shit, however. I can't believe that just last Thursday I was 125....

I have the most insane fluctuations!
But thank you for the encouragement (Ana). I did drink quite a bit of water...to wash all those damn cinnamon rolls down.
And so determined to fix everything, I fasted today...and restricting beautifully. I even sort of forgot to drink my water (which is crazy because I NEVER forget to drink water)...and all I ate was a slice of red bell pepper and half an apple.

My kidneys are hurting either because of the lack of water or from working 13 hours on Saturday. But that's the least of my worries!

Total was about 60 calories. Wow. That's the lowest amount of food/calories I have EVER consumed. I look forward to a gut-wrenching ache in my...gut...tomorrow when I wake up! And most likely some pounding headaches.

There's a Yanni concert on PBS right now. I'm itching terribly to go downstairs and watch it, but I have so much homework to do........I'm going to watch it. Maybe one of these days I'll tell everyone how obsessed I am with Yanni and his music.

Otherwise, I feel pure and sugar-free today...goodnight!