Saturday, 8 August 2009

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I'm baaaaaaaaaack!
For this post, at least.

I don't have the time, or the desire, to explain this entire summer right now! But I had fun, and I didn't gain any weight. But I didn't lose any either...

I also told my mum about my ED. I told her over yahoo messenger, which was cowardly, but it was the only way I could. I don't really know why I told her, but I feel so much more comfortable that she knows my deepest, darkest secret. She hasn't mentioned it since then, which I'm glad about, because I'm embarrassed.
The only problem is that I have to move downstairs in the bedroom next to hers...and she's going to keep an eye on me whenever I use the computer (I kept this blog and you guys a secret, but I told her about thinspo)

(She's down to 102 pounds)...but she's ill and had to go on a liquid diet for a while. I know I shouldn't feel jealous that she's losing weight, since it's because she's sick, but how can I not?

Anyway, I hope everyone has done well this summer! I don't know if I'll go back to before I went on hiatus and read everyone's blogs up until the present...
But thank you guys for hanging in there, and welcome to all my new followers :D

I'm in Galveston right now and our hotel has wi-fi (thank God). I'll try to post tomorrow...if not, I'll hopefully be back here in a few days!

3 comments:

Celia said...

I am back too!! Is it the time of year or something? I didn't gain really this summer either, but I feel like a heifer! Good luck!

beginner said...

Aww girl, it's sweet now that your mother knows and you can stop being so sneaky all the time.

Good you had a great summer! Mine has been awesome too.

xthinforever said...

hope to hear from you soon!
are you going to go into recovery? or what does your mom think?
stay strong <3